Well I can't write this letter...I just don't think I could if I tried, mabey 4 years ago I could. 4 years ago I wanted to be anyone but me...but today......today I like me...even somedays I love me. I used to hate everything about myself and I found everyflaw when I looked in the mirror. You know today I looked in the mirror and I found 3 attributes I liked about my face automaticly. Without even bothering to look for any flaws. I don't like who I used to be. I don't like what I did. But in the last 4 years I have done a lot of work on becoming someone that I am proud to be. Because if I'm not proud of myself how can I accept or even believe someone elses pride in me. Yes I have flaws that I work on. I am in no way perfect. But I no longer fawn away wishing I was somebody else. I am kind of a big deal...if you havnt heard me tell you yet. I have grown and acomplished an amount of mental sanity I didn't dream possible before. I eat healthier, I practice compassion, I strive for financial responsibility...hell I'm even law abiding now and honest. My heart has become warm again. So for me to try and write a letter to the person I wish I could be....well i'd just be writing a letter that sounded like this.....
Dear Me,
Your kind of a big deal!
That is all
Love Me
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