Dear Dreams,
I'm coming for you..that's right get ready. You are in my crosshairs and I'm gunning for you.
I used to dream and sit on my big butt thinking why isn't somebody knocking at my door providing these things for me? I made wrong selfish decisions and took myself down a completly opposite road. Then I got stagnant, I didn't think my dreams were possible to me. Well they ARE possible, you won't happen unless I take the steps to geth there. I believe in my heart and soul that you will be in my grasp one day and I can say I accomplished you. But the thing about dreams is they are basicly a faith walk. I had to develop some faith before I took off after you. My dreams will be realized one day..
Alexsey
Monday, February 28, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Day 4- Your Sibling
Dear Macey Jean,
There is so much I want to say to you. But if I typed it out you might call me in a fury and demand it be taken down immediatly and I'm embarrasing you. So out of respect for you I will only say this. Learn from my mistakes, I'm proud of you, and I love you
Love Your Letty
There is so much I want to say to you. But if I typed it out you might call me in a fury and demand it be taken down immediatly and I'm embarrasing you. So out of respect for you I will only say this. Learn from my mistakes, I'm proud of you, and I love you
Love Your Letty
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Day 3- Your Parents
Dear Mom and Dad,
I love you guys. You raised me to the best of your abilities. You stayed strong together when I put you through hell and you loved me while holding your ground. Though I was angry at the time, I appreciate it so much now. You didn't enable me to do more damage at your home. I'm so so so sorry for what I put you through. I'm sorry for the pain and I'm sorry for the heartbreak. If I could take it back I would to spare you. But its what I had to go through and without your love and what you had instilled into my soul as a child. I may not have made it back to sanity. Even now as an adult I look to ya'll for guidance. Your my safe place. I hope I can be half the parent you are. You've accepted Byron and our family with open arms and have become some of the most loving, open minded, and accepting people I know. Your amazing grandparents and I'm so grateful that Aleina has you around to learn from. I hope I can make you proud, and even prouder as I continue to better my life. Your always there for me. If I need to vent or advice. I can come to you without hiding anything and have no fear of ridicule. I can't tell you how much I love ya'll. Or how thankful I am. You continuously prove to me how important I am to you. You've shown me what a marriage is. Thank you for your support and your love. I'll spend the rest of my life trying to repay you and making you proud.
Your incredibly Grateful, Thankful, and Loving Daughter
Alexsey
I love you guys. You raised me to the best of your abilities. You stayed strong together when I put you through hell and you loved me while holding your ground. Though I was angry at the time, I appreciate it so much now. You didn't enable me to do more damage at your home. I'm so so so sorry for what I put you through. I'm sorry for the pain and I'm sorry for the heartbreak. If I could take it back I would to spare you. But its what I had to go through and without your love and what you had instilled into my soul as a child. I may not have made it back to sanity. Even now as an adult I look to ya'll for guidance. Your my safe place. I hope I can be half the parent you are. You've accepted Byron and our family with open arms and have become some of the most loving, open minded, and accepting people I know. Your amazing grandparents and I'm so grateful that Aleina has you around to learn from. I hope I can make you proud, and even prouder as I continue to better my life. Your always there for me. If I need to vent or advice. I can come to you without hiding anything and have no fear of ridicule. I can't tell you how much I love ya'll. Or how thankful I am. You continuously prove to me how important I am to you. You've shown me what a marriage is. Thank you for your support and your love. I'll spend the rest of my life trying to repay you and making you proud.
Your incredibly Grateful, Thankful, and Loving Daughter
Alexsey
Friday, February 25, 2011
Day 2- Your Crush
Its hard for me to write this letter. What is a crush really? Someone you have a huge attraction to..or an infatuation with. Or someone you just want to stare at all day. Cause if that's the case...I guess Byron is my crush. Since he will prolly get another letter somewhere down the line in these letters. If I named everyone I have been infatuated with my whole life. The list would be too long and reveal how needy I was when I was younger so I'm just going to pick the longes one I had. As a very young girl I held a crush on one guy for 10 years. Yes 10 flippin years!
Dear Kasey Crosby,
I'm sorry it never worked out for us. Please pardon all my aqward moments. Even to this day I find it hard to form sentences around you. I can't say I ever loved you. I never got close enough to you even socially to figure out if that kind of love would develop. I don't know why I held out for 10 years thinking something could develop between us. I never had the courage to even go up and talk to you. Even in high school I told myself every year I would ask you to Sadi Hawkins. But I would always chicken out. Guess that says a lot for my self esteem. You were more popular and ran in a different crowd than me. Even at church you seemed unreachable to me. Though we had a lot of the same friends there. I guess its really pathetic of me. Like you were some movie star that I knew would never happen but still fawned after. When you started dating one of my very good friends, she came to me and asked me if it was ok. Like I had a say in it. But I won't lie, I was secretly jubilent when it ended between ya'll. As we got older past highschool, I saw the major differences in us come to life. We weren't compatable at all. I mean come on Your a Longhorn Fan and I' an Aggie Fan. How could that work. But even in all that I still believe that you are an amazing man that God has great plans for. You've touched many lives in the mission work you do and I believe you taught me how to give selflessly. So I guess I'm thankful we never gave it a go. God knows it prolly wouldn't have lasted long at all. Though my father told me all the time he would love you as a son. I think he considers you the son he never had. He encouraged my crush quite a bit. It seems ridiculous now how I fantasied one day you would confess your undying love for me and we would live happily ever after. Our families joined and we would be this model little christian family with our little blonde kids running around. But You are not the man God chose for me. Byron is. He knows me inside and out, like you never would be able to. Its nothing against you or wrong with you. Just and affirmation that I harbor no hard feelings or and remorse over this ridiculously long crush. I let it go a while ago. But I remain someone wo cares for you as a person and wishes the best for you. Because I know the great man you have become and how happy you will make your future wife.
Alexsey
Dear Kasey Crosby,
I'm sorry it never worked out for us. Please pardon all my aqward moments. Even to this day I find it hard to form sentences around you. I can't say I ever loved you. I never got close enough to you even socially to figure out if that kind of love would develop. I don't know why I held out for 10 years thinking something could develop between us. I never had the courage to even go up and talk to you. Even in high school I told myself every year I would ask you to Sadi Hawkins. But I would always chicken out. Guess that says a lot for my self esteem. You were more popular and ran in a different crowd than me. Even at church you seemed unreachable to me. Though we had a lot of the same friends there. I guess its really pathetic of me. Like you were some movie star that I knew would never happen but still fawned after. When you started dating one of my very good friends, she came to me and asked me if it was ok. Like I had a say in it. But I won't lie, I was secretly jubilent when it ended between ya'll. As we got older past highschool, I saw the major differences in us come to life. We weren't compatable at all. I mean come on Your a Longhorn Fan and I' an Aggie Fan. How could that work. But even in all that I still believe that you are an amazing man that God has great plans for. You've touched many lives in the mission work you do and I believe you taught me how to give selflessly. So I guess I'm thankful we never gave it a go. God knows it prolly wouldn't have lasted long at all. Though my father told me all the time he would love you as a son. I think he considers you the son he never had. He encouraged my crush quite a bit. It seems ridiculous now how I fantasied one day you would confess your undying love for me and we would live happily ever after. Our families joined and we would be this model little christian family with our little blonde kids running around. But You are not the man God chose for me. Byron is. He knows me inside and out, like you never would be able to. Its nothing against you or wrong with you. Just and affirmation that I harbor no hard feelings or and remorse over this ridiculously long crush. I let it go a while ago. But I remain someone wo cares for you as a person and wishes the best for you. Because I know the great man you have become and how happy you will make your future wife.
Alexsey
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Day 1- your best friend
Dear Lindsey,
Bet you didn't know this but you have become my best friend. I can share anything and everything with you. I come to you for motherly and relationship advice. I share my thoughts and my worries with you. You know my pain and my happiness. We don't live very close to each other but I cherish the time I get to spend with you and my nephew. Its really awesome to think of how we use to be. Just civil not really sharing any bond with each other. But when I sat down to write this, the only person I could think of that was truly my best friend. Was you. You tell me I'm crazy and ridiculous. You call me on my insanity. Buut you encourage me and love me. You have faith in me and let me know it too. I thank God your in my life and am so grateful that I can call you not only my sister but my best friend. Love you Rhea
Sue
Bet you didn't know this but you have become my best friend. I can share anything and everything with you. I come to you for motherly and relationship advice. I share my thoughts and my worries with you. You know my pain and my happiness. We don't live very close to each other but I cherish the time I get to spend with you and my nephew. Its really awesome to think of how we use to be. Just civil not really sharing any bond with each other. But when I sat down to write this, the only person I could think of that was truly my best friend. Was you. You tell me I'm crazy and ridiculous. You call me on my insanity. Buut you encourage me and love me. You have faith in me and let me know it too. I thank God your in my life and am so grateful that I can call you not only my sister but my best friend. Love you Rhea
Sue
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